It's that time of year......

hey gorilla groupies. Thank you to those of you who answered the johari and nohari things I posted on my blog last time. On Thursday I was coerced by some friends to go to quarter taps at the bar, if you get the chace do that pass on it. It was very much what I expected and I really didn't enjoy it that much. Everyone I knew came up and said hi to me but all of them were shocked to see me there, not suprising I m sure I stuck out like a sore thumb for those of you who know me well. Something I ve noticed a lot lately is how much people drink after they have been left by a bf/gf. Not that this really suprises me because it's a really difficult thing to deal with and alcohol is a way of avoiding it if only for a short while. I didnt go that route but there were alot of times I was close. It's funny how certain things are never far from the forefront of your mind and you find yourself thinking about them even when you dont mean to or want to for that matter. Maybe it's just that time of year or maybe its just me being dumb or some unknown reason. I wish life could be simple again and revert to the one time I was really happy. sigh unfortunately I have prolly done something or things that warrant me being unhappy. I have been thinking alot lately about leaving Morris next year, I know I said the same thing last year but I m more serious about it this time, its something that will need alot more consideration but it is an option I m considering. Oh well, I ll stop talking about stuff no one is interested in anywayz. Remember everyone the Gorilla love everyone of ya. Peace and much love.
-Jake