Almost There....

hey gorilla groupies. So it's prolly freaking you out that I'm posting at 1:45pm instead of some random time in the am. Don't panic I'm just bored and had some stuff I wanted to write down. 3 papers down and 1 to go, got my Norse paper back and got a B+ on it, I am satisfied with that, it's not wuite up to par but Janet's pretty picky. I m really not looking forward to writing my last paper and taking my 3 finals, but oh well that's life. For those of you wow fans out there my rogue is now lvl 49,havent been able to play much lately but sure should help that. Now its time for some personal garbage so stop reading now if you aren't interested. Memory is such a funny thing. Memories can come at the oddest times for no partiular reason at all. The other day in Modern Political thought I had one of these moments. We were supposed to bewatching presentations but my mind began to wander. Somehow it always finds its way back to you. I'm not sure why or how but inevitably it always does. I could see you clear as day. Your long beautiful hair laying against your shoulders. You always wanted to change the color but I was never sure why. I always thought it was perfect. I hear it's darker now, I bet that looks good too. Your eyes were shining as always. They were always so clear and bright. Id compare them to something but that would fail to describe how amazing they were. And then there was your smile. Your smile had the ability to make the world seem ok again even when everything was a mess. Seeing it always made me feel like everything was ok becuase I had you. No one could look at your smile and remain unhappy. It was uncanny how much love, warmth, and happiness you could spread with your smile. I would have done anything to make you smile. After a little while I snappedback into reality. For some reason I had an urge to write this down, I'm not sure why. Maybe I just wanted to say this even if no one reads it or understands who its for or what its about. Or maybe it's so I never forget, people always tell you to forget things and move on but why would I ever want to forget someone so amazing and wonderful. I feel hypocritcal saying that because most times I myself dont wish to be remembered. In many cases I'm prolly just a footnote in their story or a minor character best forgotten. A lot of you probably wont understand and that's okay. I wanna say a quick thank you to everyone out there who puts up with me. I know often times I m not an easy person to be around and/or be friends with and I thank you for your friendship and patientence. Sorry if this post was too long and/or revealing but....well thats the way it was. Remember everyone the gorilla loves all of ya very much.Peace and much love groupies.
-Jake

P.S. The Chris Yard Fanclub is an awesome name for a WOW guild.:)