Sunday, June 25, 2006

What to say.......

For a person who talks to much most of the time I find myself struggling to write this. I have a lot to say and express the problem is I don't know if I should. Often times I find myself holding most things back because I don't want people to know. Sometimes that takes it's toll. Sometimes is hard to remain calm, cool, and together. To those who read this regularly forgive me for the rest of this post while I indulge myself a bit. Today was supposed to be an important day in my life and its difficult to look back and see the way things turned out. I still wish things could have been different. I hope where ever you are what ever your doing your safe and happy. I hope that every once in a great while you think of me and it makes you happy or smile even if its just a little. Today is a difficult day for me. I wish I could bring myself to say more but..I can't. Please forgive me all. Peace and much love.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Because I like to steal these types of things from other peeople's blogs...

Dear Jake,
I _____ you. You have a nice______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________.

If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could __________ under the stars.


(P.S. ______________.)

So do you wanna join? No thanks I only join clubs that rent porno movies call me if you get some though...

Hey gorilla groupies. I keep wanting to update more often and tell everyone all the exciting and wonderful things that are happening to me, well the truth of the matter is there arent any. Such is my life. I m still trying to get hired but it seems like there are a few places interested now so maybe I have a chance. Other than applying for jobs and lots of thinking I spend a decent amount of time playing wow. I really should force myself to start studying for my lsat one of these days but oh well. So thats my exciting fun filled summer. I wish I had some good news or amusing stories to tell. The more I think about it the more I realize that I m a rather boring person. Oh well thats about all I have to say for now. Heard this line in a song the other day. All I can say is QFT(quoted for truth).

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

Remember all that I love ya. Peace and much love.


Tuesday, June 06, 2006


Hey all. So summer here is really boring. I have been sending out a lot of job applications but still am without a job unfortunately. I wish someone would give me a chance... how many times in my life have I been here just hoping someone would let me prove I can do it. Unfortunately most of the people I have encountered have decided not to give me a chance both in personal matters as well as others. Well I got my rogue to 60 and joined a raid guild so that occupies a decent chunk of time other than that not too much going out here. A lot of me sitting around thinking about stuff.....sigh. I really miss the way everything used to be. There is a whole lot more to say but ill keep it to myself. On a different note I hope to force myself to start studying for my lsat soon because that's important too. Oh well that's all I m going to say right now. Remember all I love you a ton, everyone that reads this. Peace and much love.