Sunday, May 28, 2006

This seemed to fit...

Over My Head- The Fray
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Blame it on the WOW....

hey gorilla groupies. So I have been home for almost a week and I m bored tremendously already. Grades are finally up and to be honest I am very dissappointed in how I did. I got an A in modern political thought, an A in con law, but I got an A- in Medieval Europe and a B in Norse Sagas. I m upset with myself because I feel like I choked. When I really needed to get good grades I failed to do so. It seems like one mistake(1 bad paper in each class) really cost me. That seems to be the story of my life one mistake seems to cost me big time:( oh well the Gpa came down to 3.80(from 3.825)but its still ok I guess. For all you wow fans out there my rogue is up tolvl 54 and we have a blog dedicated to our group Click me check it out if you get a chance. I m looking for a job but there arent alot available in this area.However,I will continue pursuing one. Anyways thats all I got for now. Remember all the gorilla loves ya. Peace and much love.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Almost There....

hey gorilla groupies. So it's prolly freaking you out that I'm posting at 1:45pm instead of some random time in the am. Don't panic I'm just bored and had some stuff I wanted to write down. 3 papers down and 1 to go, got my Norse paper back and got a B+ on it, I am satisfied with that, it's not wuite up to par but Janet's pretty picky. I m really not looking forward to writing my last paper and taking my 3 finals, but oh well that's life. For those of you wow fans out there my rogue is now lvl 49,havent been able to play much lately but sure should help that. Now its time for some personal garbage so stop reading now if you aren't interested. Memory is such a funny thing. Memories can come at the oddest times for no partiular reason at all. The other day in Modern Political thought I had one of these moments. We were supposed to bewatching presentations but my mind began to wander. Somehow it always finds its way back to you. I'm not sure why or how but inevitably it always does. I could see you clear as day. Your long beautiful hair laying against your shoulders. You always wanted to change the color but I was never sure why. I always thought it was perfect. I hear it's darker now, I bet that looks good too. Your eyes were shining as always. They were always so clear and bright. Id compare them to something but that would fail to describe how amazing they were. And then there was your smile. Your smile had the ability to make the world seem ok again even when everything was a mess. Seeing it always made me feel like everything was ok becuase I had you. No one could look at your smile and remain unhappy. It was uncanny how much love, warmth, and happiness you could spread with your smile. I would have done anything to make you smile. After a little while I snappedback into reality. For some reason I had an urge to write this down, I'm not sure why. Maybe I just wanted to say this even if no one reads it or understands who its for or what its about. Or maybe it's so I never forget, people always tell you to forget things and move on but why would I ever want to forget someone so amazing and wonderful. I feel hypocritcal saying that because most times I myself dont wish to be remembered. In many cases I'm prolly just a footnote in their story or a minor character best forgotten. A lot of you probably wont understand and that's okay. I wanna say a quick thank you to everyone out there who puts up with me. I know often times I m not an easy person to be around and/or be friends with and I thank you for your friendship and patientence. Sorry if this post was too long and/or revealing but....well thats the way it was. Remember everyone the gorilla loves all of ya very much.Peace and much love groupies.

P.S. The Chris Yard Fanclub is an awesome name for a WOW guild.:)